R828
Dad, i thank You that everything’s going to be alright. R828.
that night, as i was walking home. some weirdos was following me. made a detour, i was alright. got scared by stupid construction work, made me jumped but i was alright. met another weird man, asked me some weird questions, which i replied idk, got frightened again when he walked away, but stood still and stared at me. i was maddddd scared! saw the bus, purposely ran hopefully to catch it. it drove off one sec before i flagged. damn. looked into my wallet. no coins to take bus anyway. damn again. but i was alright, just plained irritated and pissed. continued walking home. reached home, safe. i was fine and good at the end of the day.
this walk home reflects my life for the past two weeks. got scared, worried, lost, helpless. and times, i have to make detours because of the fear i had. but im still fine, im good. out of my own efforts, i worried, tried to made things better. it all didnt work (like hw i chased the damn bus for nothing). and then got irritated and pissed for nothing. now, like the end of the story, i’ve decided to continue walking home. resting in the finished work of Christ. knowing and believing that it’ll all turn out good, for me.
even the human you trust most and love most will fail you, but God, never fails, never leaves you nor forsake you. last week, i was pushed all the way to the end, realised everyone will fail and turned my eyes upon Jesus again.
its going to be alrightttttt!(:
